She was very good to me. Never talked bad and supported me with all of the stupid ideals I had. I thought that I would stay for her the rest of my life. We would help each other through everything, but she turned on me. Or did I loose interest in her?
I don’t really know, but I found someone new that challenges me and keeps me on my toes. See it is not that I still don’t love the old one it is that she let me do whatever I wanted, was very passive, and she always wanted to do the same things even though I wanted to spice things up. I don’t think I will ever give up the new love because things are always constantly changing; however I am learning each and everyday something about her. And as I continue to grow she is learning something about me that she didn’t know once before. It is so much of an adventure for both of us I look forward to smelling her perfume and seeing her beautiful face each and everyday.
That is how life is and the sad part about it all is that there are people that change for the better or worse OR simply settle for whatever life presents them. I used to be the settling type, but not anymore, because life is made of so many things and you simply can’t experience them by settling.